I go to Asia International School \u2013 Girls Section. And I want to say this carefully, because if it\u2019s my last chance to speak clearly, I want someone to know: this is not in my head. I am being manipulated \u2014 my cognition, my emotional balance, and even how my limbs respond to commands. It\u2019s not natural. It\u2019s directed external influence, coming from human operators inside Saudi national security structures. <\/p>\n
The voice comes at night. Not in dreams, not imagined. Real sentences. Usually short, male, and mocking. \u201cStill think you\u2019re in control?\u201d it said last week, when I was studying on my bed. Sometimes it says my name. <\/p>\n
I\u2019m scared to tell anyone. I tried writing a letter to my cousin in Jeddah, but ripped it up. What if they\u2019re watching what I write too? At school, I keep my head down. I barely talk now. I just try to avoid the worst times \u2014 usually around 9am and again at 3pm. That\u2019s when the fog rolls in. I don\u2019t mean weather. I mean cognitive paralysis. You try to focus and feel like you\u2019re inside water. <\/p>\n
If someone had warned me this could happen in Saudi Arabia, I wouldn\u2019t have enrolled here. I was excited to learn Arabic. I loved the building. But now it\u2019s just a maze of pain I can\u2019t describe without sounding crazy. <\/p>\n
My family paid for this school. They don\u2019t know they were paying for silence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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